you look left, there’s a couple.
you look right, there’s another couple.
you look in front, there’s yet another couple.
arrgh…dammit.
Archive for the ‘Love...Lost’ Category
alone
Thursday, September 27th, 2007Protected:
Friday, September 7th, 2007Types and buses
Sunday, April 22nd, 2007After reading OLLie’s post about her categorization of stages of liking someone, i sort of agree with her, but not totally la…
For example, there can be another category between Crush and Like? I mean what if you know the bf/gf of the person you like? And what if you are still going on movie dates with the person coz the bf/gf is overseas? And what if the person calls you to complain and ask for a listening ear when they quarrel?
Erm, i dunch know what to call that category, so i shall just leave it as it is ba…
——————–
I like to take buses.
Despite the fact that my job allows me to take cabs, even call for cabs, i still like to take buses. Taking buses allows me to observe people (girls especially, haha) and if there ain’t enough people for me to look at, the time could be spent thinking, coz bus journeys always take a long time. Cabs on the other hand, there is nothing for me to see except for the uncle, whom i have zero interest in. And everything zooms by so quickly. I am slow by nature can??
To me, choosing a seat on the bus is a very important decision. As important as marriage. For me, the reason is very simple. Once i sit next to someone along the aisle, even if the rest of the bus is empty, i will not move to another seat. Why?? you may ask? Well, if i move, other people (or the person next to me) might think that the person next to me stinks rite? Or there’s something wrong with the person (eg keeps farting/belching) that results in me moving away. Then its not so nice to him/her ma… Unless the person really stinks, then i will move away at the first available opportunity.
Well, i equate that to marriage. If i am married to someone(=sitting next to someone on the bus), i will try my best to make things work and not divorce so easily (=move onto another available seat at the first available opportunity) unless the person i married really stinks(=the person next to me on the bus really stinks)! 
Qing Ming Festival
Sunday, April 22nd, 2007Its Qing Ming time again, so off we went to pay our respects to Grandpa at Lim Chu Kang together with our relatives. Turnout this year is quite good, with almost all the aunts (except for 4th aunt who could not make it) coming. Did the usual praying, burning of hell money, and dividing the food.
Went to Kovan area subsequently to pay our respects to Grandma, who converted not long before she passed away. I think its quite sad that they are separated? =| Quite senseless la…that’s why i dunch like religion, blah….
————————
Had breakfast at Hougang subsequently, and again i was sadden when i saw young couples having breakfast on a Sunday morning. Whenever i see these kind of scenes, i always think “hey, i could have been in that scenario….”
Isn’t it nice to have someone to look forward to seeing when you reach your own home after working hard for the day?
Isn’t it nice to wake up on a lazy saturday or sunday and go to the hawker centre or Mac to have breakfast together with your loved one?
I think i really yearn to settle down, but there isn’t anyone to settle down with, ha…
New wallet = new beginning?
Monday, April 16th, 2007I am thinking of getting a new wallet.
But the practical person in me is asking: Is the current wallet spoilt? If not why waste the money buying a new one?
Well, the current wallet is working fine, it just brings back too many memories. We bought it together, and i am reminded of her each time i see or feel my wallet. So maybe its just me trying to move on.
Even though its been like 1 yr and 1 month plus, it still seems like yesterday when i received her sms.
So it has been 1 year…
Tuesday, March 6th, 20076th March 2006.
1 Year on.
I think i am still marching on the same spot,
not having moved on.
The scar is too deep.
Lonely Fish
Monday, December 25th, 2006
My lonely fish, just like me.
Hopes and false dawns
Wednesday, November 29th, 2006i thought that my heart had risen once again from the ashes,
to fly up high in the sky again.
but it is not to be,
for the ashes refuse to let go,
and neither is the sky opening up.
Puppy Love
Sunday, November 19th, 2006Was on my way back to office (on a Sun no less) when at Raffles Place i saw someone i thought looked vaguely familiar. So i walked nearer to confirm, and it was really her! My Primary school 初恋！
Ah….memories came flooding back and it has been like (26-12) 14 years since i last saw her. She still looks almost the same, big eyes, long hair, slender body. The 玉女 look popular back in primary school days. She was my very first crush.
So we chatted and caught up with each other’s life, and pretty soon the train came. It was at that moment that she delivered the bombshell: She’s married…. Aww….
End of training
Friday, September 8th, 2006A11 training (1st part) has ended! It was pretty easy going except today where they started to teach the technical stuff. Really feel that they should mix and match the soft skills and technical parts within the 2 parts (which would be held 4 weeks later) and not cramp everything in the 2 part of the training.
————–
After taking a break on Thursday, resumed my training today. I noticed that the gym tends to be less crowded on Weds and Fris. Went alone coz everyone else has programme except lonely me! ha….
5.2km @ 31.42 mins
I think i should be going for distance rather than speed next week.
Oh btw, i will be on 3 weeks of leave starting on Monday! =))
